You left me bereft of igniting sparks ,
In this dull , whispering world ,
You left on my body many marks ,
The only ones I cherish ,
The only ones I wish wouldn’t fade .
You made me see the ocean as waves of calmness ,
Instead of my usual view of calamity ,
The waves as each new chapter of my life ,
Each new tide washing away the darkness left behind .
You never let my glassy eyes drip ,
You stayed despite the baggage ,
You made my pale face come back to life ,
Everytime time you wiped away my tears .
You didn’t pick me up when I fell down ,
You made me get up alone ,
Then hugged me when I did.
When you saw me lying on the grass alone ,
You didn’t pick me up ,
Instead you drove me to laughter with lines you pick up other girls with .
You were the only one who took away the pain of the scars ,
The scars that everyone else ignored ,
The scars I was advised to forget ,
The scars that left me half-dead.
Everyone else told me to leave ,
You told me to stay .
I did , and I don’t regret it ,
I just wish you were here too ,
I wish you never left .
I still brew your favorite coffee everyday ,
You’d only drink it if I made it ,
I wish you were to here to drink it ,
Instead I drink it all alone .
The electryfying sparks you gave me ,
The smile only you could put on my face ,
Now it looks unempathetic , dead .
You left without a word ,
Making every word spoken word by you just air ,
The light you brought into my life ,
Ended up stripping you away of yours .